Had a fun summer, leading into an interesting autumn, and now onto a shitty winter... alone.

I'm now trying to update with the immense (unwanted) free time I have.

I'm in the process of looking for a job, but so far have been unsuccessful. Resumé is into a few places but no love.

Things just seem empty right now, and I'm finding more and more as the days drag on that the seasonal depression is coming back and the lack of friends isn't helping. The people I want to be with aren't here and I don't have the money anymore to go and visit. Though I feel like maybe they need a break from me-I've been visiting a lot and I get the feeling they need space.

I'm hoping to find a job to occupy my time but even then Columbus is not where I want to be. Anything at this point to keep me busy is welcome, but I still think... a lot, and well it's not great.

Moving on with life: does anyone have a hole I could borrow? I need a place to crawl into.