Coming into autumn I'm enjoying change.

I've had many ups and downs over the months, but I've found a comfortable niche for the time being.

Being laid back and easy going has paid off in new friendships, only time will tell if they will go further.

For the time being I'll enjoy the goodness found and just be content to 'go with it'.

Winter never changed:

It still sucked... As if you were surprised.

Spring began to bloom and bud, and I thought I found a chance.

Distracted for a moment. I tripped and fell downhill.

At the bottom starring up again; the road is all uphill.

Climbing up the steepest path, my strength it drives me on.

Only to chase the shadow, of a Dream I thought I found.

Had a fun summer, leading into an interesting autumn, and now onto a shitty winter... alone.

I'm now trying to update with the immense (unwanted) free time I have.

I'm in the process of looking for a job, but so far have been unsuccessful. Resumé is into a few places but no love.

Things just seem empty right now, and I'm finding more and more as the days drag on that the seasonal depression is coming back and the lack of friends isn't helping. The people I want to be with aren't here and I don't have the money anymore to go and visit. Though I feel like maybe they need a break from me-I've been visiting a lot and I get the feeling they need space.

I'm hoping to find a job to occupy my time but even then Columbus is not where I want to be. Anything at this point to keep me busy is welcome, but I still think... a lot, and well it's not great.

Moving on with life: does anyone have a hole I could borrow? I need a place to crawl into.

life after graduation...

so i haven't been on in a while and i thought i'd let you all know i'm not dead. just hanging with my friends at their apts until sunday-ish when i have to go back home.

it's nice to just spend some good quality time with good friends and not have to worry about things. but soon i will be preparing for grad school so i can't spend all my time playing. until then i'm in athens and then heading to heartville and then on to akron, after which i will go back to athens and finally go home to c-bus. yay roadtripping!

anyway thanks for the continued support on the work, i hope to be posting new stuff soon. till then, take care all, miss talking to you all.

could you tell i was slightly bored

got nothing ...

some of you have noticed that i disappeared for a while, and i must say i thank you all for all of the love you left. sorry by the way that i didn't kind of fall off the planet for a while, i've had a lot of stuff going on that unfortunately had me very distracted.
on the other hand some good news is that i and a friend o mine have some amazing pictures from our spring break trip to new york. i'm sure you all will get to see mine, but i wanted to put a plug in for his, (because let's just say they're awesome!) (plus he's got some really funny ones that some of my friends and i appear in).
anyway you all should go check out these pics and some of his other work. his id is mikecx, just click here for his dev page [link] have a look and enjoy!

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